The gal with her red suitcase.

把脆弱转成力量其实需要很大的勇气，要有忍痛的傲气才能前进。前进永远没有对错的方法，只能慢慢一步一步的走。

红色的行李箱，装满的不仅是自己一生喜怒哀乐的回忆，它也同时带着希望与梦想。

Spending time with myself

The weight on our shoulder gets only heavier by the years and heaven works in mysterious ways to ease the pain just when you least expected it. Heaven knows when we hit our limitations.

I am thankful for all blessings and support given in every way as I must say that the last one over year has been the most difficult time of my life. 

We all struggle to survive in difficult times, who doesn't? The real fight is actually not with any situation nor people but with ourselves on how to breathe, live, smile and carry on. Day after day we struggle to find the courage. There is no right or wrong way but the will to want to live it through.

I say, a good 5 minutes spent sipping  a cup of coffee is totally worth it. 

My dear friends are facing their own set of challenges too, I am not the only one. Its good to know they have found their courage as it reminds me to find my own too. 

We must carry on. CHEERS!

   

Not too far away anymore.....

Nope its not too far away to where I wanna be. Every little steps brings me closer. Slow and steady yet it can be frustrating many times. But I know this is not the time to drown and indulge myself in sorrow but to find the door, open it and get through it as I can almost see the door now. Go on.  Keep going. Move the stone that blocks, ignore the thorns on the ground that pierces my feet. Just keep going. Almost there!

Dramatic....... LOL

This year seems to be an exciting year. I am looking forward to more good things to come. First of all, I am so ready to fly to snowy land. I know, I am a little kid once more, looking forward to make snow angel, snow balls and stick my tongue on the lamp post. My partner keeps reminding me that we are going there for conferences not play. But I was just visualizing what I can do in the night on the street when I am freezing.

Here's my plan of what to do after work for 15mins before I go to bed in snowy land:
A) Night 1 : Roll on the snow and make snow angel
B) Night 2 : Throw snow balls at my partner
C) Night 3: Due to limited time I will make a miniature snow man
D) Night 4:  Moon gazing in the snow.

WAHAHAHAHAHAH

Meanwhile back to struggling with my huge pile of work on my desk......

Happy Holidays!

I haven't been blogging for the past 6months as life and work has been a little crazy. Made a film, 2 concerts,  family duties, travelling, conferences and meetings. I must say 2012 has been quite a journey as work and play has somehow found its own balance.

There's lots of love surrounding me. Friends who stood by all these years has continued to stand by me. New valuable friendships has formed strong bonding as well. Work's been good and progressing well too.
All of us survived doom's day. This is a sign for new and wondrous beginning.

I am looking forward to Hokkaido in coming Feb even though its a work trip because I have never seen snow before. I am also now crossing my fingers for a possibility to Rotterdam (work) in Jan because this will mean 2 trips almost back to back to snowy land. Winter clothings are so expensive and hard to find in our sunny island so I wanna make use of them. Looks like I really need more wardrobe space. I need to get really warm and nice boots!! This is the beginning of my boots collection. LOL

A few things I wanna improve myself in 2013.
1) Learn a new language.
2) Read more.
3) Improve my movie making skill
4) Time management skill
5) Have the discipline to clean my room

I am now a member of a 7 pcs band and we have our own private jamming studio that comes with very high end sound systems and instruments. We planned to do at least 6 gigs per year and an album is now in the making. This is quite an unusual band as all band members hold professional jobs in the day. The main objective of my band is not about stardom nor fame but to be good in music and most important of all, to have serious good fun!

Merry Xmas and happy new year everyone!!
  

Racing in heels

There's lots to do! It has been exciting racing with time. My reward, a trip to Manila. Okay its a business trip with endless conferences but I see it as my reward as I love exploring new culture, new places, and meeting new people. Gosh! I have never been to Philippines so I can't wait to get there!

Meanwhile, I am taking mom and my 2 nieces for a short family vacation. The girls did well in school, mom needs a break and I need to do some retail therapy. Family time! :)

The month of June will be fun!

  

惊天动地

今天是我的农历生日，也是个惊天动地的日子。希望这次的大地震与海啸不会造成任何伤亡。

Bitter Sweet

Sometimes its hard to swallow sweet things. Like a soldier who's finally home after a long battle, his battle wound may have healed but the scars remains. I'd like to see my scares as medals and reminders to myself that I've had fought well during my last battle and will be able to do so again in my future battles.

I am glad the hardest battle I've ever fought is over, for now. I am still healing from my wounds. My heart is back home but I know I cannot afford to breathe too easily but at least its in a relax mode. I am really thankful for the peace now. I know very well I must not be afraid of what may come and shall not waste my time living in fear. However I shall still be very alert, even when I taking a breather now. I must be ready to fight at all times and never let myself fall. I am glad I have a brave and strong warrior fighting along with me who is in the front line while I watch his back, my hero PaPa. I am also thankful that I have many loved ones who are watching my back too.      

As for work, its been fun as always. I've produced a few commercial work and a film. Now I'm producing another new film and my shoot will start in early June. This time I'll be acting too. I don't know how I'm going to juggling 2 jobs at the same time, but with the help of the trusted people in all departments, I'd say there's no reason for the production not to be good and smooth. 

My dear friend missed her flight and so she decided to extend her stay for a week in Singapore. The downside is her one way ticket back home cost $1000 in euros. It's good to have her here for extended period as the next time I see her after this will be more than a year later. I am happy to have 3 visitors this year coming from countries far away. It's been fun! I wonder who's gonna visit me next. I'm sure looking forward to it.

This makes me wonder of how my friend who lives in Los Angeles is doing. I hope he's in good health as he was very very ill sometime back. He flew me to visit him in Cleveland and has been very kind to me during my stay. I wish him best of health and happiness always.  

肺言 （肺腑之言）

舍弃沉沦在忧伤的浪漫，忍一点痛前进，到了终点就会有属于自己的彩虹。吃得苦中苦，方为人上人。加油！　:)