Speechless

A friend shared this on FB lately. "If life can be as simple as just sitting in front of TV with a tub of Ben and Jerry's..." Oh yes, it can be that way totally, if one can see no evil ,hear no evil and feel no emotion.

I've learnt quite an important lesson recently but only this very moment I start to fully understand it. I've had never like nor enjoy doing housework until recently. Everyday I took pride in cleaning up my house. But this moment I am thinking, no matter how hard I tried cleaning, washing and dusting, there'll always be dust and dirt. So this cycle will never gonna end. I can give 10 years of my life doing cleaning and trying my best not to give up but truth and fact is, it's a never ending thing.

Some things are not meant to be..... Its just me cleaning, the house will never clean itself.

Why bother? Skip the hurt and pain. I should just get a maid.

Diva's Cafe 咖啡厅11

一位老朋友为了买我爱喝的邻国咖啡粉给我居然排队了四十五分钟。 难得的不是咖啡却是这份心意。我的确是幸福的。需要帮忙时，朋友们都二话不说，双手自然的伸出来。我任性的时候，朋友们都包容我。我不开心的时候，朋友们也会哄我。我老“黄”卖瓜的时候， 朋友们也很乐意的聆听。我说要减肥，朋友们劝我不要节食。我说要登山，朋友们一口答应陪我去还自动的陪我运动健身。我，应该是快乐的。

今天的心情却是复杂的。不是不快乐，但就是不开心。可能，我又任性了。朋友们， 不好意思又让你们操心了。谢谢大家让我幸福的任性。。。 :)

Yard for reflections

I have an interesting yard. Its the place where I watch my washing machine spin and where my clothes are hung to dry. Yet its also a place where I do my daily reflections. Magic seems to work its power there. Maybe it has got something to do with the aura of the place or something. So many times, gossips, heart to heart talks and truth were all told in the yard. Even my friends are drawn to my yard.

You should be here

Like a sudden outburst in the middle of laughter, my heart sank for a moment. I had images running in my head, like a film playing by itself, I thought I saw you walked in. In your usual black shirt and jeans and that smile on your face, I repeated to myself that you should be here.

Almost everyone is here but you. You never failed to turn up when I call. Yet now, whats left of you in me are just my imagination. You are not a call away anymore. You had became my imagination.

You would have enjoyed the food. You would have enjoyed your stay. There are so much fun and laughter to share. Maybe I need to cry but I shall not for I should still set a good example to you be it you are dead or alive.

My dear friend, you'll always have a place in my heart. RIP

窗内，窗外

窗外的窗尽是残留的过去，窗内却是一个新的故事的开始。窗外的人是否记得窗内人的故事？　窗内的人何必在乎窗外的事？　终于，窗内的人把窗给关上了。窗外的人始终留在自己的窗内继续自己的故事。。。。

Run to you

Besides updating about myself being busy, there's nothing new to talk about. What is new? Excitement perhaps means new and vice versa. History repeats itself every second since the beginning of time. Yes, I've had concluded, there's nothing new.

I am never afraid of the old ancient repetition of happenings and doings in life but the lost of excitement. To me, excitement is everything. How can one ever progress well at work if one finds no excitement in waking up at 630am just to get to work? Thats just one example.

The million dollar question is , how do we find excitement?

Seriously, I don't have that answer. I only know it all comes down to what we believe in and perceive. Our natural protective instinct kicks in when we face fear and doubts so we tend to perceive ourselves to end up with bad outcomes just to keep ourselves away from hurt and pain. Hence, no excitement! Yep, so when one sees broken glasses on the floor, one holds back his footsteps. So how about leaping forward with excitement to get to the other side? Shift of thoughts.....

Anyway, how are you doing? Are you leaping forward or are you holding back your footsteps?

What do you believe in?

Have a great week ahead. Cheers

Diva's Cafe 咖啡厅 10

好忙。。真的忙到最近咖啡也少喝了。你好吗？　不要质疑，　我正是在问候这时候你。是否你也和我一样忙着建立美好的将来，忙着勇敢的跨越人生的新阶段？　还是现在的你和曾经的我一样处于休眠状态？　累了当然就要休息，而且要敢敢的好好的休息。　休息够了自然而然冲劲就会回来。

终于今天我能够好好的，慢慢的品尝我最爱的咖啡。。。　我们一起加油吧！　　

Diva's Cafe 咖啡厅9

朋友送的香浓咖啡每一口都苦中带甜。喝完了以后虽然口中留下一点苦味但心中留下的却是甜的。风平浪静同舟共游其享乐，有得玩时，谁都想上舟。 能几许风雨，同舟共济的就唯独赠我咖啡之友们也。这杯咖啡苦的值得。干杯！