Racing in heels

There's lots to do! It has been exciting racing with time. My reward, a trip to Manila. Okay its a business trip with endless conferences but I see it as my reward as I love exploring new culture, new places, and meeting new people. Gosh! I have never been to Philippines so I can't wait to get there!

Meanwhile, I am taking mom and my 2 nieces for a short family vacation. The girls did well in school, mom needs a break and I need to do some retail therapy. Family time! :)

The month of June will be fun!

  

惊天动地

今天是我的农历生日，也是个惊天动地的日子。希望这次的大地震与海啸不会造成任何伤亡。

Bitter Sweet

Sometimes its hard to swallow sweet things. Like a soldier who's finally home after a long battle, his battle wound may have healed but the scars remains. I'd like to see my scares as medals and reminders to myself that I've had fought well during my last battle and will be able to do so again in my future battles.

I am glad the hardest battle I've ever fought is over, for now. I am still healing from my wounds. My heart is back home but I know I cannot afford to breathe too easily but at least its in a relax mode. I am really thankful for the peace now. I know very well I must not be afraid of what may come and shall not waste my time living in fear. However I shall still be very alert, even when I taking a breather now. I must be ready to fight at all times and never let myself fall. I am glad I have a brave and strong warrior fighting along with me who is in the front line while I watch his back, my hero PaPa. I am also thankful that I have many loved ones who are watching my back too.      

As for work, its been fun as always. I've produced a few commercial work and a film. Now I'm producing another new film and my shoot will start in early June. This time I'll be acting too. I don't know how I'm going to juggling 2 jobs at the same time, but with the help of the trusted people in all departments, I'd say there's no reason for the production not to be good and smooth. 

My dear friend missed her flight and so she decided to extend her stay for a week in Singapore. The downside is her one way ticket back home cost $1000 in euros. It's good to have her here for extended period as the next time I see her after this will be more than a year later. I am happy to have 3 visitors this year coming from countries far away. It's been fun! I wonder who's gonna visit me next. I'm sure looking forward to it.

This makes me wonder of how my friend who lives in Los Angeles is doing. I hope he's in good health as he was very very ill sometime back. He flew me to visit him in Cleveland and has been very kind to me during my stay. I wish him best of health and happiness always.  

肺言 （肺腑之言）

舍弃沉沦在忧伤的浪漫，忍一点痛前进，到了终点就会有属于自己的彩虹。吃得苦中苦，方为人上人。加油！　:)

Celebrating Life !

I remembered someone asked me "How can you always be so happy? How's that even possible? ".

I didn't answer that person because I knew no matter what I say at that point, he/she is never going to get it as that person was very angry and upset. 

There are ups and downs in our lives. Everyone has it. There's no secret on how to be happy when bad things happen. I am only human I have my fears, anger and sadness too. But there one important thing I learned that has never failed to help me through the years. COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS!!

I never said its gonna be easy.  Once logic comes in, everything can be solved. At least this is how it works for me. 

Anyway.......  

This Chinese New Year I have quite a lot of surprises and heart warming  moments. 

Man is here, all the way from Los Angeles! Ras is back from N.Carolina too! The Chef SQ's house party!!

Little J is bringing me brownies!! Prince and me leaving town for work and mini vacation again 2 days later. Pre-production of my film starts in a few weeks time.  Bro R is giving me a beautiful red carpet style gown designed and sewn by him!! A new friend got me special wine, very special wine!! I am blessed!!

 WAHHOOO! Last but not least, count your blessings!! :) 

I am not surprised......

The sun baked my skin like a salted fish.  Now as a salted fish, I yearned for the ocean to give me life. But somehow, inevitable.

It's not that bad, for at least I am still breathing and its a good day to do laundry. The sky is clear, bright and sunny. A change in my comfort zone as I'd always prefer rainy weather.

Seasons change. Unstoppable. It's not that bad. Back to sunny days, at least I can see clearer than ever.

It's not that bad. It's the beginning of all things cheerful. :)

Thank you and Goodbye 2011!

I will be dressing up to welcome 2012 and be surrounded with love because life is getting more fabulous than ever! WAHOO!

I wish everyone all the best and be happy always!

Hugsssssssssss!

INsane

I'd always say...... If the problem can be solved with money, its never a problem at all.

One step a day, one breathe at a time and slowly forcing down each taste of bitterness in acceptance of the fundamental rules of life. But it is truly acceptance or simply denial? Why do we fight in the first place?  Hasn't it all been decided from the moment we were born? So why do we struggle so much? I figured, its for the fun of it.