Back To Life

In real life no matter what happens, the sun will still shine the same the next day. Not that I don't feel sad about the deaths of my two relatives anymore but I have to make sure the sun in my heart still shines for the living such as my friends, relatives and family. It's time to let go and move on. It's time to get back to work. It's time to come back to life.

My next shoot date will be on 6th August. Small part this time but in the actor's 101, no part is too small and creativity should be the main focus point of any actor.

I was at the Money no enough2 movie gala and walked the red carpet. Even though I was smiling and waving to the audiences on stage at Vivo City but actually I had fallen ill on that day and with the 5 inch heels I wore added more burden to my already weaken body. But I really love those shoes even they were killing my feet. So much for the price of beauty........

On the 9th August I'm gonna be Jacq's 2nd unit wedding photographer cum outdoor make up artist. This is gonna be fun because we are going to various location from 8am - 11pm for the shoot and the highlight of the photo shoot will be during the fireworks! It's been a while since I work on a digital camera. Gotta go to my photographer friend and beg him to give me a refresh course.

I'm currently still working on DIVA Part3 - Being Versatile.
I'll post it up as soon as possible.

DIVA Part 1 - Being Diligent - Click Here

DIVA Part 2 - Being Intelligent - Click Here

Thank you my dear friends

Special thanks to Princessann and Cherlyn for the messages. Love you babes totally. Hugz

3 quarter empty

3 quarter empty glass of water or just a mere quarter full of water? Either way it leaves me the feeling of total dissatisfaction. This feeling is different from the half full or half empty glass of water theory thingy, if anyone get what I mean. Never mind...............

Another death occurred in my family. Two deaths within 3 days. Did I mention I also saw a dead kitten just 200 meters from home?

Yeah, I'm angry. I was upset but now I'm angry, at myself. Three life lessons learned from these three deaths, 2 humans and a cat.

I'll be a stronger person the next day.........

Life and Death

Sorry, I've not been really in the mood to update my blog.

1) My grand uncle had passed away two days ago......
2) PMS
3) Suffering from headache, heartache and indigestion.
4) 2 good friends leaving in August.
5) One of my best friend SQ is suffering from depression.
6) Brob is trying to move on after his break up.
7) Seriously refraining myself away from Godiva ice cream and those world class chocolates.

The only good news are:

1) The arrival of the new born baby girl of Mark & Cat Lee.
2) Prince got me the personal mini coffee maker I always wanted.
3) Bro Rey designed a pretty dress with real crystals and earrings specially for me to wear it to movie gala.

Oh well look at the bright side, at least there are some good news. But I must admit, I'm running away from being upset over the death of my beloved grand uncle. I don't wanna talk about it anymore for now. Will be back soon next week to update when I feel better.

Awakening

I love traveling because there is always something for me to learn from all my trips somehow. Years ago, when I was at the Great Ocean Road in Melbourne, I learned about how life can be beautiful at the most depressive point of my life. This trip back to Tioman Island, I learned that I do have a wonderful life.

5 of us were tracking to another Kampong in the forest along the coast. 4 of us were amazed by the scenic view as it was the first time for my friends to be on this beautiful island but for me I have had lost count. It was at this very same moment I realized I do have a great life! It's not about bragging of how many times I have been there but that moment when all the flashbacks of my life adventures came into my mind, I must say I did have a wonderful life!

At the Rockfall we met a couple and their children, I gladly shared my past experiences of the island with them. When the lady asked me how many times I've been there I told her I must have been there for 20 times. It was the look on her face again made me realized I do have a wonderful life!

If I have taken the beauty of the island by granted, I must have been taking my own life as in what I have for granted too. How could I? There's nothing wrong wanting a better life but I guess one gotta stop and look around at times, for contentment is also the basis to true happiness.

I can't write anymore now as I'm brain dead at 435am after a movie and supper. Will be back with pics and updates soon! Good night and good morning.......zzzzz

Back to Reality

Just got back from holiday yesterday and I actually slept from 6pm till 1030am the next day......
Will put up some pics soon! Meanwhile, I gotta go hug my pillow first...... Meeeeeeow!

Talking to Diva

Is this for real? I can't tell but I'm not gonna look back because I'm looking forward.

Holiday

Yeah finally! I'm soon going for a short holiday on coming Monday with many of my friends. Brob is back from UAE and ML is leaving in August to NYC for school, I guess it's great to finally being able to spend time together. 6 of us are gonna max it out and have a great time and this trip will bring back good memories for years to come. I'm gonna bring my DV! So now it leaves me last 3 days of road show before the fun begins.

By the way I did a photo shoot two days ago. Love the gown Bro Rey put on me. Come back soon for all the fun pics!!