Rant

I am really sick of being sick as I've been ill for 2 over weeks. But the good thing is, I lost lots of weight. I was hoping to get myself to the pool or gym, but not in my condition today. Not that I am feeling weak but I just know I've a little more to heal before I get back to my activities.

I hate to take medications but I've had made a point to finish what the doc ordered this time. I have seen my GP not once but thrice. 7 types of medications after each meal....eeeeeeeeeew. Glad that I'm now left with just 2 days of antibiotics and I'm done.

I am so tempted to see my GP again and what holds me back is the fear of being put on more new drugs. Somethings just gotta wait. 2 days, after that if I still don't feel well, I shall go see my GP again. So meanwhile, I just gotta bear with it.

Seriously, I think the whole point of my rantings here is more about not able to have butterscotch milkshake and ice cream....... :P lol

As usual.

I have lots of great news to share. However the details are not important but my point is, I am very thankful for everything.

I've always been a lucky woman. It seems to many that I always get what I want but little known to them is, that's because I've had learned the art of contentment. I've never live my life based on what others think or thought of me. My success is not measured by anyone's expectations but my very own. I am proud of this. My bragging rights!! :P

Little things makes me happy. Such simplicity of finding joy in everyday life, doing anything I wanna do. Be it a $8 or $2000 pair of shoes, I see equal value in both, as long as I am wearing it. That is not the kind of maths that many would understand. It's all about what I truly value at the end of the day. No one should set a minimum price tag on my shoes and I'll never allow it. I decide what I wanna pay for and what I wanna wear on my feet to walk in life. Yep, another one of my crazy shoe theory.

How could I not be thankful? Complete freedom at heart and mind.

My painful investments are all paying off, achieved all my goals that I've had set for myself as a child and had traveled to many places I wanna go. So for now all I need is to decide on a new goal.

Well, I've had fun especially for the last couple of years. I'd always make sure I'll have fun in any situation. Be it hard life or good, to me its always about finding fun and making things fun from within. So how hard can life be when one is having fun? Sugarcoat the burnt toast if that is what one can only afford for dinner so it will not be too hard to swallow. One gotta fill the stomach, why not sprinkle on some sugar? We can decide what we want on the toast. Yes we all can as long as we find the strength and beauty within.

Well it's my choice now, if I shall crazily chase a new carrot hanging on the stick or simply step back and breathe easy. I shall decide when I wanna decide even now its almost time for me to decide after such long breaks. I thought so. Whatever.

My next goal would be even a harder one. However I shall continue to eat, play and sleep over it. I am never interested in anything that is achievable by norm. I love to make the impossible happens.

For now I shall just focus on nursing back my health and step up on my energy level. Age is catching on me and my body has been protesting lately. So first thing first, see ya at the gym.

WHAOOOOOOO!