Thursday, March 22, 2012

Bitter Sweet

Sometimes its hard to swallow sweet things. Like a soldier who's finally home after a long battle, his battle wound may have healed but the scars remains. I'd like to see my scares as medals and reminders to myself that I've had fought well during my last battle and will be able to do so again in my future battles.

I am glad the hardest battle I've ever fought is over, for now. I am still healing from my wounds. My heart is back home but I know I cannot afford to breathe too easily but at least its in a relax mode. I am really thankful for the peace now. I know very well I must not be afraid of what may come and shall not waste my time living in fear. However I shall still be very alert, even when I taking a breather now. I must be ready to fight at all times and never let myself fall. I am glad I have a brave and strong warrior fighting along with me who is in the front line while I watch his back, my hero PaPa. I am also thankful that I have many loved ones who are watching my back too.      

As for work, its been fun as always. I've produced a few commercial work and a film. Now I'm producing another new film and my shoot will start in early June. This time I'll be acting too. I don't know how I'm going to juggling 2 jobs at the same time, but with the help of the trusted people in all departments, I'd say there's no reason for the production not to be good and smooth. 

My dear friend missed her flight and so she decided to extend her stay for a week in Singapore. The downside is her one way ticket back home cost $1000 in euros. It's good to have her here for extended period as the next time I see her after this will be more than a year later. I am happy to have 3 visitors this year coming from countries far away. It's been fun! I wonder who's gonna visit me next. I'm sure looking forward to it.

This makes me wonder of how my friend who lives in Los Angeles is doing. I hope he's in good health as he was very very ill sometime back. He flew me to visit him in Cleveland and has been very kind to me during my stay. I wish him best of health and happiness always.