Random Sugar Rush

I over ate in the last two days to celebrate that I had managed to lose some weight. HAHA! Back to square one! Warp party for my sitcom should be on this coming Sunday. It will be fun!!

Now that I'm so free, weird ideas been coming into my head. Planning to attend some workshop during mid of March. Violin lessons, pole dancing and ballroom dancing are on top of my to do list too.

But Prince told me otherwise...... He said the first thing in my to do list should be spring cleaning! haha Agree totally. CC came over to my place a few days ago to teach me how to make honeycomb. So there were many people suffering from extreme sugar rush effect as a result. LOL

I'm going to walk to the mall tomorrow. Its about 10 bus stops away!! This should help me burn some fats and keep fit.

Dreams , Fantasy and Good Hope

Sorry everyone! I have been enjoying myself too much to blog. LOL So after ending the 45day (plus or minus) sitcom (which will be broadcast on TV in year 2010 on Ch 5), I locked myself in the room to play computer games and facebook myself till almost "end of days". I did try to log in here to write but my Warlords, Warbook, Be A Tycoon and Friendstocks in Facebook refuse to let me go. LOL

Last night I had second thoughts about a character I'm soon gonna play in a Chinese drama. I'm not so worried about how to play the part but something about it made me uncomfortable. Oh well. I should stop over worrying and focus on my work instead. Come what may. Be grateful when there's work.

Anyway, I did went for an audition yesterday afternoon for an art film. Hope I'll get it because its a Cantonese film! I've always wanted to be in a Cantonese film. It's a fantasy since I was a young girl. It will be a dream come true for me, hopefully.

Vision

I had a vision about a week ago on Friday 13th. Nope, noting scary but was very real. I was on set doing at a "haunted house" scene, yep tell me about it, shooting zombie story on Friday 13th night till next day 3am. It was very fun actually!! I was chilling and was in position waiting for the lights and camera to be shifted before the camera roll. I saw it. I saw myself playing computer games and "Facebook-ing".

The vision came true on 15th Feb. I have been doing almost nothing but spending time on my laptop till this moment, today 20th Feb. (Of course I did spend time with my nieces and attended two birthdays BBQ. ) LOL I guess that's because I've been working non stop since 7th Jan. And haven't had much ME time since Dec 2008. What happen to everything in my "to do" list?

Gotta get back to life. Tomorrow will be my last day of shoot in this project which starts at 0700am. I'm well rested. :)

Slumdog Millionaire

If you haven't watch this movie "Slumdog Millionaire" , I suggest you do so. I was just talking about traveling India in my last post. The movie was so real. It fed my hungry soul almost without needing me to be there. I know many sub plots in the movie are real as they were told by my friends who had been there seen that. But still, I hope see it for myself, to see the real life of real people.

Questions We Deny

There are questions we ask ourselves from time to time. There are also questions we choose to ignore or simply pretending they never exists. But sometimes at some point of our lives, those questions we deny surface itself right to our hearts. Its our heart we simply cannot deny.

Running away as we deny. We deny because we didn't want to admit defeat. We didn't admit defeat because we wouldn't let go or just afraid to let go?

Only blue.. Only blue.... Dramatically romantic. Things we never achieve are always the best and romantically unforgettable.

I'm looking forward to my next trip to somewhere in time. Somewhere, someplace that I can feed my hungry soul with colors of life. China, Vietnam or India perhaps.

Valentine's Day

Everyday is a V day if you know you can trust and count on your partner to be there to stand by you and to protect you. Once a trust is broken, it can never be mend by any roses or lavish dinner, for love can never be bought with money. It's the heart, actions and thoughts that counts at the end of the day.

This Valentine's day is just like any day, I'll be working......

Life Happenings

In just about two weeks I'll be done with the sitcom. After this I'll be moving on to work on a new chinese drama then I'll be out of job again. So this means its audition time again. There's an audition locked for me this friday and I really hope I'll get the job. Crossing my fingers.....

And, I'm still coughing.

My elder niece who just started primary school this year get to spend $1 in school everyday for lunch. This is so unfair because during my time I only got $0.30 per day for school and its only enough to get myself a bowl of noodle... She has the cheek to tell me that she bought strawberry cookies and a bowl of noodle with EXTRA ingredients. AGGRH!! Oh mother!! This is so unfair!!

On the other side, I'm happy for my niece that she got much more than I did during my time. I hope to make enough money to make sure I see my nieces through university. But first of all, they gotta stop eating my drumstick during dinner and stop stealing my chocolates!!!