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There's not a day I won't think about Jerry since that fateful day. I even found myself looking at his picture chatting with him like I used to. However, I am calm. I'd like to believe he's still around but only physically gone. Maybe I've been afraid to forget him.

I'll do my best to make my way to Kuala Lumpur together with a few other friends to visit his final resting place on 13th August. That day will mark the 100 day of his departure according to his family.

His sudden departure had shocked and sadden many of us. I'm glad to have a friend, brother and comrade like him. We've had walked the fire together. I'll never forget the time when we went on a crazy adventure to an unknown island in Thailand. No one in a sound mind would have agreed to my impulsive ideas but him. Come to think about it, this brother of mine never says no to me.

He's a friend whom I really no doubt wanna grow old with. Good friend like him is really hard to come by. I am glad I've always cherished him all these years and not just saying good things about him only after his death. I am glad no matter what others think or thought of him in the past, I never let them affect our friendship.

Yep I'm still angry at this little brother of mine with his sudden departure. But I know he wouldn't if given a choice. Whoever or whatever took his life, I pray for justice. I'll smile when I think of him.

Thank you for the good memories. Thank you for bringing joy and laughter into my life. Your legacy lives on through the smiles you'd given me my dear brother, comrade and friend.

Rest in peace. You will never be forgotten.