Seriously

So I have 52 days to prepare what I'm gonna perform for my 2 up coming public events. Honestly, I never have a clue. But the universe always provide me with enough inspiration to make it through. Seriously, its always the heart that counts. End results doesn't matter as long as one puts enough effort and heart on it. I seriously think so. To me its all about being able to answer to my own conscience, my heart.

I haven't been able to work on my new script, its my second actually. Maybe I need to give myself a deadline. Okay I do have some disciplinary issues because life has been really enjoyable. I am thankful that I am able to choose when I want to work and when I want to play. I usually only get my butt to work when I am bored with having fun. I know, this sounds wrong and illogical to most people on earth because we were taught to work and deny our need to have fun. Having fun is sinful, having fun means lazy and having fun is a waste of time. But seriously, creativity cannot be forced upon. It gotta come naturally in a clean state of mind and heart. Creativity and inspiration comes from living in the moment of time, appreciation of life and making time for people around you. At least this is how it works for me.

Now that I am almost bored with having fun so its time to play! Nahh... Work is never work to me but a "special playtime", another form of having fun actually. Enough infos and data has been collected through my fun time to make my "playtime" super productive.

Looking forward to play!! WAHOOO!