Rant

I need to RANT!! I really don't wanna talk about this here BUT.... ARRGH

My room is still in a mess. I hate my wardrobe! All my clothes seems to have shrunk to a much smaller size. Okay I admit, I myself is to be blamed for this tragedy BUT how can I resist sweet offers from dear friends and love ones? Lately Jacq has been baking so much and she has been stuffing me every 2 days with yummy cheesecakes and muffins from her up and coming FAT KITCHEN. Mom always get me Char Siew Bao from my favorite stall every Sunday for supper. Sam sends me her killer chocolates almost every 2 months from Europe. Prince spoils me with ice cream and desserts every week and my tummy needs to be filled with prata 3 times a week for supper. My nieces feed me with sweets everyday. Besides all these, there are so many dinner parties & invitations with really good food, how can I ever resist? Something must be done!! But I really don't want to spend 3 hours in the gym/pool every day to burn all these fats. But still something must be done! Okay, I shall only eat salad in the day and save my main meals for dinner and start to spend one hour every day to workout. Strictly NO supper!

I brought my nieces to Chinese Garden to see the Hello Kitty Lanterns. It was beautifully, costly. $15 for adults and $10 for kids for the entrance fees. I mean I am fine with the entrance fees and I think its quite worth it because I know my nieces are gonna enjoy themselves and so do I. BUT, those kiddy rides! $3 for a token? Some kiddy rides cost 2 tokens which means a good 6 bucks. Kids are always kids, so one ride is never enough and I have two kids with me. Plus the drinks, food and toys... ARRGH I felt bad I had to do some budget control on them because seriously I would rather save the money and bring them on a overseas trip so that they can learn about the world. I'm such a bad auntie to my nieces....... ARRGH

My super CPU is back. Everything has been upgraded and even had a new casing. The only thing recycled from my old PC is the motherboard and the fan. I'm happy with my new CPU but I really gotta stop spending money.

Seriously I think all these are what I call "positive stress". No big deal actually when I choose to look at the other side of the coin. I just need to laugh at myself for my silly thoughts. What I am so called suffering is really no big deal compared to those who are really suffering from the third world countries.

Have I not enough to eat? ABUNDANCE! Have I not enough to dress? A ROOM FULL! Have I not enough to enjoy luxuries? PLENTY! Then why am I ranting so much?

Now that I've found my balance, thank you for listening.